so i haven't really talked about this to anyone, but come to find out i was pregnant, but i'm not anymore. I lost it. i'm ok with it all, but i feel a little strange. i didn't really want to be pregnant so i wasn't heart broken when i lost it. does that sound terrible? i think it sounds terrible. anyway it happened like 2 weeks ago i guess. it was so early i guess i didn't have time to wrap my mind around it before it was gone. it is a little scarry my mind goes straight to, when the doctors closed me up they did something wrong and i won't be able to have anymore kids. i do feel like i've been a little out of it since it happened maybe one random day i'll just break down about it we will see i guess.
oh well that all
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